Not sure if there is such a word but that's how I felt earlier when I was told that I had to make a decision that would change many things that I had planned in my life.
But as with most of the de-equilibrized moments in my life, I remembered Psalm 37:23-24-"The steps of the man are from the Lord, and he establishes him in whose way he delights; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the Lord is the stay of his hand."
Its not a promise that I won't fall but that he will catch me when I do fall.
In the meantime, have to get back my equilibrium by focusing on what He wants me to do.
First things first, "fear not."